Silence: Live language (unfinished)

Silence is my love language 

It's louder than my scream

Wishing you could hear me

But you're focused on the screen

Mismanaged (UF)

My insides are falling out
And won't let me sleep
I pray to gods I don't believe
And he forgets to see
I cover it all you know
Beneath my sleeves
I'm filled with kindness
You don't receive
Am I a mistake
Why do you leave
I try my best I promise
I'll leave you be

End of the Moth (UF)

Small moth

he never cared

find a place they

don't see your shame

poor little moth

they've never lit

for someone like you

you're nothing but shit

pretend you don't care

because they never will

cold flame, what shame

moth you're not it

poor moth a shame

they never did care

ignore the flame

it burns

Scared of the Dark

 I live in a house

with many dreams

but when we meet

I sometimes scream

I wish they wear glowsticks

but never me

I prefer to creep

around their dreams

I'm not allowed here 

I feel obscene 

(Unfinished)

Burden/Feral (unfinished)

Call me Burden 

It's my name

An empty shell

Filled with shame

Swear I'm worthless

No one to blame

A feral woman

You will not tame

Talking to myself

 Sweetness did you miss me

    please just leave

Dreaming of escape that hurts

it could be worse

You're talking to no one

i talk to you alone

Fall asleep and dream

i told you just to leave

Dream of me and you have beauty

your dreams are lies now i can see

You're boring

i don't care

Listen love you do believe

i believe you shouldn't be

You cannot be rid of us

without me there is no you

Without you we hurt no more

my end is not a little chore

Love drunk

sleep with me

say you love me

drink so much 

you forget 

I'm embarrassing 

and could not see

I was a puppet 

small cute softness

I don't want to let go

sweetness I believed

was beloved

tell me my poetry

is unsatisfactory

standards 

are so hard