acoustic ll

Look at me
My heart stutters
Fighting emotions it fears
Transmission shot
It stalls
Uncertainty reigns
You whisper in my ear
Sweet love
And harsh desire
Biting sarcasm
Dripping off your tongue
Words I hold so closely
So treasured because
They're yours

Beautiful words that hurt ll

Meant for someone else
she's beautiful like you
I'm dying inside
I can't stand these feelings
love, it hurts
scared, I'm weak
I want to run away
but for once in my life
I can't
hurt me, tear me down
whatever you do
don't make me hope
I hate this happiness
it brings on shame
I hate you
I hate your perfection
I hate your past
I hate your sweet voice
words
face
laugh
I hate this pain it brings
I hate these cliches flowing through my head
lies that's all they are
I dont want to believe
in this
in you
in us
in the future
I want to forget
you
but I cant

Piece of Shit

words
hold no more meaning in my heart
lies, deception, I believed
barriers up
sweet words for someone else
will love never be
just for me?
I'm your everything you'll do anything
I've heard this so many times before
bullshit
baby I'm bitter
honey I'm broken
like these words with no rhyme
no rhythm
I lost the feelings to write
years ago
feelings...
are useless they all end in the same place
pain
reels me in again and again
the only companion that says
forever

and means it