20 degrees (unfinished)

My sighs are winds of discontent
I know not what they mean
I wish to stay anonymous
yet my silence always screams

Promises (update 1)

Forever
I mean it
Don't ever leave my side
Love
I'm a dreamer
Once dead now back
to life
Cliches drift
through my mind
I wont display
try to hide
yet this happiness
is a tide
taking over
expelling sighs
it's fear
that kills this light
Why wont you
finally see
who I am inside

Ugggggghhhhhhhhhh (unfinished)

a pane of glass between me and night

my soul once was afraid

now I wish for the dark

to drown it all away

I'm tired of the weight it brings
the light only shows shame

Inhuman

I am not a person
I'm a non entity that has somehow attained this body
when I look in the mirror I don't see what I feel is "me"
Sometimes when its bad enough, I think...
Who used to own this body I am told is mine?
I don't see it as me.
Maybe I should let her free...
Suicide
Is it that risky?
This body isn't mine
I think
I probably just need sleep
but so does she