Want

Beautiful perfection
Tell me you love me
Tell me I'm worthy
I want safety
I want warmth
I don't need prince charming
I need you
I need to be held
When I am a monster
When I purge my insecurity
When I'm weak and afraid
Love me
Please
I won't love you if you want that
Just hold me
Make me live

This is

It hurts, I'm so tired
My existence is composed of ice
Refuse fuel for one more day
Keep going
You're too strong
Don't be weak
Dizziness is a side effect
Of achieving perfection
5, 10, 30
Less is more
In losing I win
Let me be nothing
Just let me be thin