Baby Please Dont

Please love me
Please fuck off
Don't touch me
I need you
Cycles of fear and need
A whirlwind making me sick
Why do I?
Why won't you?
Hold me I hate you
Hate me I love you
Security is suspicious
Why don't you secure me?
You wont, you can't
But please try...
I won't be yours.
I wish I could be
I'm the worst
I'll be your queen
Please.
Save me.

An affair

Forbidden love.
I dream of you
I resist
Pretend I am strong
Bubbling skin betrays me
The flames of lust
Destroy my purity
Help me fade within you
Erase what is me
Too weak to be free
One day we'll meet.

Forever girl

If you think you love me.
Stay silent
If your heart promises forever
Know it lies

I am not a forever girl
Your devotion will expire