Sometimes,
Sometimes;
I'm trapped in me
And cannot leave
Sentience my labyrinth
From which there's no relief
Exit signs are dimmed
My mind dulls
my weak will to live
Sometimes
Repeats
In my head
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes
can you hear me?
Who is speaking?
It's worse to think
I never feel like me
And I know it's not ok
I hurt those I cannot replace
Water is my lover
and yet
Losing my real lover
I feel I lose myself
Serotonin hold me
I'm sorry
My indiscretions
show my imperfections