Fear of rejection ll

look at me

tell me I'm beautiful

take me out

anywhere

write me poetry 

sing me songs

look at me

the way I look at you

I can't stop staring

but it's only your profile I see

still gorgeous

I can't look away

watching you 

stare at a screen

look at me

give me 

some amount of attention

I'm listening

always listening

to words

I sometimes

don't care about

but you do

so I listen

I love your voice

when I speak

you interrupt

ask "what"

sometimes 

you hear nothing at all

look at me

for more then five

seconds

you say you love me

I love you

but sometimes...

I just don't feel it

and it hurts

more then harsh words

or a slap to the face

it's cold

it's like she

ate up all your love

and I

saved all of mine for you

it's all jokes and silly faces

I'm your friend

and you are my love

look at me

consistantly

sweet words

said sometimes

you're busy aren't you?

ironic

everyone else gave me everything

and I gave nothing

I shower all I have upon you

and yet here I am

watching you watch your screen

like every other day

wanting you

needing you

                                            LOOK AT ME