Expiration ll

You were beautiful
And I drowned within you
The fuel turning my coals
Into an inferno.
A kiss
Cutting the rope
On my choke from life.
My face contorted
Into shapes it was unfamiliar with
Teeth bared in confusion
Because it wasn't in rage
Noises bubbling so loud
From a throat kept silent
Terrifying
In that moment
I was in that moment.
A rare luxury
My nightmares are daydreams
And my smile was false
You broke me.
In a beautiful way.

And like all things beautiful it faded.