Supervision

If you knew me
would you love me?
If you could see the inside 
of my mind
would you run?
If I could change
I would
If I could make it stop
I'd give anything.

But I can't

I want to have my feelings flow
down my skin
so soothing that red
Watch me
keep me safe
Thoughts never ending
it doesn't go away
shiny reflecting
The demon 
so tempting
Release me
skim across my skin
reveal the me
I am inside
I hide her
she fights
I struggle every day.
Each victory
just leads

To a new battle