she's facedown in the dirt
screaming out her hate
pretending there's no pain
it's a lie
and it's bleeding out her arms
the shame
of feeling she's so weak
he's never coming back
she thinks
is it worth it?
waiting for his love
which others get to touch
his lust
drives her crazy
no other fills her needs
only he
is on her mind
and yet she feigns
indifference