Lame

you say that it's goodbye
but baby I love you
you tell me you don't feel the same
but baby I need you

You ask if I'm ok
I laugh
bitter
all I want to do is scream
at you, the world, the things I've said
my phantom, my lullaby,
my poison prince
they tell me I don't need you
when I do
they say I deserve better
so why do I feel shame?
when the tears I cry
turn bloody red
and scars find new places
to hide

I whisper that you hurt me
but darling you can't hear
I spilled my blood for you
but darling you'd never see