Not missing Rachel

"Look what you've done!''
screams her bleeding arms
drowning me in her misery
''Die''
just a whisper
harsh with fury
forceful yet so soft
"Don't hide from me, I love you"
she cuts away my tears
"Love your pain"
I don't know why I'm crying
"Baby, you're mine
I missed you
missed you crying"
I didn't
I wouldn't
I couldn't speak
was silent.